weird weird weird!
today had a outing with my FOC people!!!
went to marina barrage there to have a picnic.
brought lots of food and enjoyed talking to them!
but somehow today i feel so weird towards her...
i feel like she's a stranger to me...
dunno why... maybe coz she and other guy was going too close??
and then i think that its not too good to disturb them?
haizzzzzzzzzzz......why ar!!!
i hao tong ku ar! sometimes really dunno wad she is thinking...
left early just now coz i had a dinner at jurong east area.
its my great grandma birthday!
HAPPY 93TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPPY!
the food there not bad la.
SLIGHTLY ABOVE AVERAGE=)
manage to catch up with my other relatives i guess?
all keep asking me why i still so short and why did i went?
jc or poly and those stupid questions la!
hahas but overall for today it was ok!!!=)
hope to have a better day tmr=)
cya soonnnnnn....
HAPPY!!!
hahaas spend my whole day with her today=)
quite happy that she allow me to accompany her to buy clothes?
she bought quite a few stuff.
as for me i bought a new jacket at new look which cost 40 bucks!
quite cheap i think!
after that we went to find clar and my other class mates!
had a pre celebration i guess=)
talked lots of stuff joke here and thr had lots of fun today!
and did many cheers as we are on our way home hahas.
anyway i got to say sry to her coz i can't send her home due to some family stuff.
plus hope she wun mind wad my frens says and HOPE SHE HAD FUN!=)
sleepless night...
did not sleep very well last night.
was turning here and there.
kept thinking bout the matter.
the matter is like keep repeating itself over and over again.
up to now its still playing in my mind.
after yesterday night i really helps me think a lot.
even though its just a small action.
just a small action can actually makes one heart to shatter and it can means a lot of stuff....
haiz. i shall see how things go bout ba....
cya peeps=)
COMPLICATED!!!
this few days i am facing many problems.family, relationship with frens and others...
as some of you know, i like to complicate stuff.
for example small matter i can think until a big matter.
i guess thats me ba. no choice=(
yesterday jun xing and dexter said some stuff that makes me to have a serious thinking bout it.
they say some stuff that makes me very sad and vex!
at first i thought wad they says is not true.
but after that my feelings starts to sway. i kept thinking that wad they say may be true!
but after today i believe that they are wrong.
no matter wad i should trust my own judgement and not theirs.
even if wad they say is true at least i tried my best and i would not regret!!!!
because i totally know how bad a person feel when you regret something that can me done!
i dun wan history to repeat itself again.
i will not give up but instead i will be more determined than ever!
GAMBETEH NICHOLAS!!! YOU CAN DO IT ONE!!!!